My faith waivers, not because I don’t believe but because I’m afraid to get hurt. I thank God for all the suffering I have endured because it reminds me how with Jesus I am never alone. I’m the one that pushes away and yet everytime I come back HE’S been there waiting with open arms. Earthly people have let me down, but never has my God let me down. I still find it a struggle to accept I am a flawed, sinful being. I get down in myself hard for the sins I commit.
I don’t even know where I was going with all of this. I am in love with our God. All my fear and worry, I offer to him.
10 months ago